burnbutterflyx

so, i just watched the newest episode of House online today and was completely shocked when they killed off kutner. i kept hoping that house would find some way to bring him back to life XD but then i looked it up and found out that the guy that plays kutner decided to go work at the white house with obama, which kind of makes me sad cuz he was one of my favorite characters on house. and why did they have to make him commit suicide?! he was always so happy! T____T

i've been working on my homework for what seems to be all day. apparently i had to turn in a paper in english yesterday that i thought wasnt due for another week. apparently i was wrong, but like only two people in my whole class remembered to write it. so i dont look so bad XD so i spent 3 hours at the library working on that paper today, which really sucked, but i got it done so yay! =D but i still have to do a lame piece for drawing thats due tomorrow. eww, which reminds me, we had some old dude model for us yesterday and eh... it was gross. and hes modeling for us again tomorrow *cries* lol speaking of which, today i went to go get dinner and i saw some girl sitting at a table texting and i thought she looked really familiar and i stared at her for a while trying to place when it hit me: she modeled nude for my class XD

so heres that self portrait that im working on for 2D design. its not finished yet cuz i still have to do the skin tone (in green--im not happy about that D=< ) but so far its looking really good (for my lame skills) and im pretty proud of it. i'll post a pic of it when i finish it.



yeah... its a little bit messed up cuz i dropped black acrylic by the mouth and when i freaked and tried to get rid of it it just smudged... so now i have to paint over it T___T i was so mad at myself. so just ignore that for now XD the hair took me a really long time--an hour and a half. it was a pain in the ass but im happy with the outcome of it!

ok, time to stop procrastinating >__<

i've been so busy for the last week that i havnt really had time to do much on live journal. i got on a few times but didnt have time to much but scan a few journals. grrr i have so much homework! but luckily theres only like 3 weeks left of school, thank god! for once we're actually doing something i like in 2D design. i usually hate that class but we're doing a self portrait and mine is actually looking really good. i'll have to take a picture of it and post it later, maybe when im all done.

easter was fun... not. my family is kind of crazy and a pain in the ass. probably like most families XD but it was ok i guess. i got clean laundry out of it  =D

so, my best friend/roommate got a new boyfriend. they just started dating on saturday and apparently she was his first kiss... and hes 20 >__< fail. i hate when she dates because she totally ignores her friends and blows them off. last summer she blew me off on my b-day to go camping with her boyfriend. gee, thanks friend -__-  so, im really trying to detatch myself from the situation so that i can avoid disappointment. am i a horrible person for wishing my friend wouldnt date? >__< i want her to be happy but i also dont want to be blown off for a guy that she just met a week ago. i mean, chicks before dicks, right?

i got a book on cd at the library the other day. i usually listen to music while i do my art homework but i havnt had time to read while im at school and im usually a major reader so i thought i'd listen to the audio book while doing homework instead of music. it worked out real good yesterday while i did over 3 hours worth of art projects. the book is Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson, the author of Speak if you've ever read it. shes one of my favorite authors. the book is good, but very depressing. the main character is anorexic and her best friend just killed herself. its really good so far.

well, i hope all of you had a better easter than me and a better weekend overall. i'll try to post that project later. have a good day! =D (omg im such a nerd)

so, this week has been a major up and down ride, and its only wednesday. yesterday freaking sucked, it snowed all day (in april!) and we now have several inches of snow on the ground, which really sucks after it was so nice and warm last week  T___T and my shoes were soaked through all day so i was just miserable from that. and i spaced on half of my homework and a project and so i felt completely unprepared for my classes. but i hung out with my friend katy last night and we watched some greys anatomy and ordered pineapple pizza (my favorite!) and it was pretty awesome ^__^ and today has just been great so far! my friend in my 2D design class asked me at break if i wanted to come with her to get food cuz she had $146 of flex to use up by the end of the month and that i could have anything i wanted! O____O so a large earl grey tea, a huge cookie and muffin later i was feeling pretty happy. then my teacher who pretty much hates me because i suck at drawing saw a picture that i brought in of myself (we had to bring in a picture of ourselves for a new project) and she was like "wow, what a great picture! did you take that yourself? you must be a photo major!" not once this whole year (and i have her for 2 classes) has she complimented me. so yay! =D

tonight i have to schedule for next semesters classes. i hate scheduling -___- its such a pain in the ass and usually all of the classes are full by the time i go to sign up for them. thats really gonna suck. but tomorrow im meeting up with my friend and shes gonna come stay with me for two days cuz shes on spring break so yay! im so excited to see her! ^____^  hopefully the rest of my week is as awesome as today started! hope everything is good for all of you too!

so today was pretty awesome. my friends and i went out and took a lot of pictures, and while it may not be my best work (stupid sun causing harsh shadows *grumbles*) i still got some favorite pics, and i definitely had a lot of fun with my friends! heres a few of the better shots.












and heres a pic of all of us before megan left to take a test



so, as you can see we had a great time... until the freaking clouds rolled in a cold storm and now im in my dorm room wearing a hoody. yay.



well, i have a killer headache now and i think im going to crawl into bed and take a short nap or something. i'll probably put up more pics later as i continue to edit them... later >.>

so, today we had a mandatory floor meeting that was advertised less than five hours before hand (which is really stupid because if its mandatory they need to give us more time in advance) and i sat there for half an hour (a waste of my life) while they told us to stop brushing our teeth in the drinking fountain (seriously, who brushes their teeth in a water fountain when they can walk a whole extra 3 feet to the bathroom?!) when they finally got to the part which pissed me off: apparently some dumbasses ceram wrapped a few people's doors and i guess this is a huge fire hazard and since this is such a big deal and nobody was coming forward about it everyone on the floor would be billed $5,000 and this event was going on our permanent records. if you knew my RA you'd know that shes a cold hearted bitch that doesn't believe in pranks. so i was about ready to freak cuz i was not about to pay $5,000 cuz someone has a stupid sense of humor! but then they told us that we were all too gullible -____- gee thanks fuck asses. at least i dont have to pay that money and all that other shit. i was about to have a heart attack. i dont even have $500, let alone $5,000!

anyway, hope you got a laugh out of that, cuz i sure didn't (well, maybe a little when i told my roommate --she missed the meeting-- and got to she the pissed and astonished look on her face lmao) but i thought id post one of my better drawings of the naked person i drew the other day in class. im a really crappy drawer so this is pretty amazing for me... but its still crap, i realize that. just thought you might like to see. oh, and we had the same model in class again today and she almost passed out XD i kind of feel bad but at the same time i just want to laugh. i mean, that would be so embarrassing! "hey, so guess what? i passed out in front of a whole class... and i was naked" that would just suck!






"hey, your elbow is better than mine!" --random girl in my art class XD

oh, i also cant wait for tomorrow because my friends and i are gonna go out after class and take pictures!  =D  im excited! ive been dying to take pictures all week! thanks katy! ^__^

omg its only wednesday -___- i just want to crawl back into bed and stay there forever!

mondays and wednesdays are my busy days in the week. i have 2D design at 9 to 11:30 and english 1 to 1:50 and Drawing 3 to 5:30. im in the middle of my english class right now and its soooo boring. pretty much everyone is on facebook or whatever. so i decided to post a journal. yay.

so im really jelous of my roommate right now cuz she had two of her classes cancelled today (her classes are always being cancelled) and right now while im sitting in english class she's in the dorm room sleeping and she can stay there all day... and i know she will -____- ... lucky! grrr. i cant wait till summer break. maybe instead of getting a job i'll just go into a 4 month coma. that would be fun! lol nevermind, i need money next semester XD

ahhh the teacher is onto us! run away! *runs* >.>

so, im a photography major at my college, but im in my freshman year (end of, thank god!) which means i have to take all the foundation classes for my major which is pretty lame. one of the classes i have to take is drawing and today i walked in and realized that we were doing figure drawing... which is basically drawing people naked XD i knew that we were going to be doing figure drawing at some point, i just didnt know we were doing it today XD so that was my fun for the day

other than that, nothing really exciting for a monday, except for a new episode of medium tonight. yay! i cant wait to watch it =D i love that show!

if you want to check out some of my photography, heres a link to my deviantart: http://burnbutterflyx.deviantart.com/
let me know if youd like me to commission something for you =]

... and just because i can....


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